83turbomon
Starvin Like Marvin...
- Joined
- Aug 9, 2009
I dunno.... I used to go to church, but that didnt work out. People were rude, gossipers, nosy, the pastor thought that he was a pimp, people treated my mom badly, and caused us alot of grief. A good friend and I were talking about religion and faith today. Its been years since ive been to church. I believe in a higher power, but I have alot of questions that need to be answered. People can give me thier/"God" opinon but is it right, or am I wasting my time. I believe in whatever makes people happy and gives them hope THATS what they should believe them. But to some people if you dont believe in thier God, you go to hell... plain and simple. Sience and Religon are like oil and water in our engines, they dont mix, but there is sooo much proof of both. There is proof that the Ark was found in the Himalayas, but there is proof of evoloution. There is the Bible, and there are books, there are the Holy cities of the Middle east that are still in existence today, but in areas of "the cradle of life." I feel lost and Im loosing hope and im 18 years old. God or someone put us on this planet for a purpose, and we should fulfill that purpose if thats the case. Im 18 and i havent done S*it with my life. If i were to die right now while typing this message, what have I done for the world? How have I made it a better place? People... and im sure EVERYBODY here has had a near life or death situation before. I have.... I was supposed to die in a car accident when I was two, but I didnt go in that car, was it my turn, or was I meant to serve a better purpose? To me these feel like questions that I may have to ask myself and God when that day comes.
I say that because Im at a gullible age right now. Ive been exposed to EVERY VICE you can think of, guns, drugs, money... and in each opportunity I feel as if I have made the right choice. Ive done been in situations that if i were to have been caught, I could have lost my t-type, gone to jail, been labled as a criminal or felon, lost my moms car, or even been killed. I think that my mom taught me and raised me to make the right decisons... even without the presence of my father:frown: (lord knows where he is:frown::frown. Im not trying to be a Big B*tch or nothing it just that this has kinda got me thinking... there is soo much pain in the world, but living in pain in this world just happens to be a sin. I had a friend kill thierselves (no names mentioned) because they thought "why did God make me in this image? he must hate me or else I wouldnt feel like this." You hear stories on mainstream media that blows things out of porportion in my opinon that doesnt make the world better, only worse with no hopes of salvation for anyone. But when the end comes will we be saved, or wasted our time? I read Revilations, and let me tell you, alot of things that happen in the bible are happening now, but in a diffrent way.
THANK YOU TB.COM FOR GIVING YOUR EAR FOR A MOMENT:redface:
Whats your take? more to come......
I say that because Im at a gullible age right now. Ive been exposed to EVERY VICE you can think of, guns, drugs, money... and in each opportunity I feel as if I have made the right choice. Ive done been in situations that if i were to have been caught, I could have lost my t-type, gone to jail, been labled as a criminal or felon, lost my moms car, or even been killed. I think that my mom taught me and raised me to make the right decisons... even without the presence of my father:frown: (lord knows where he is:frown::frown. Im not trying to be a Big B*tch or nothing it just that this has kinda got me thinking... there is soo much pain in the world, but living in pain in this world just happens to be a sin. I had a friend kill thierselves (no names mentioned) because they thought "why did God make me in this image? he must hate me or else I wouldnt feel like this." You hear stories on mainstream media that blows things out of porportion in my opinon that doesnt make the world better, only worse with no hopes of salvation for anyone. But when the end comes will we be saved, or wasted our time? I read Revilations, and let me tell you, alot of things that happen in the bible are happening now, but in a diffrent way.
THANK YOU TB.COM FOR GIVING YOUR EAR FOR A MOMENT:redface:
Whats your take? more to come......